We Are Strangers.
okay damn seriously stop showing me your attitude can.
yuhui xz and you were rushing to want to go subway. and i was still copying. damn a bit also can't wait? and you told me to do at sub. i told you i keep with me first later copy finish give you back. you said okay. wth? and now you are blaming me and say you didn't even say that? and you got all moody and angry at me? wth? there's no difference between you and her omg you don't ask nicely. you jump straight and accuse and said whatever? whatever. i h8 it when people say whatever to me. and i h8 it when you are like oh she's all okay stuff. cause obviously she's only good to you and not to others. i told you the things she did to me and you are just like oh i never see like its no big deal. yeah maybe to you its no big deal but to me it is. fine i am childish so what? damn if you knew how that felt when she did that to me. you never care about what people around you feel and stuff. you say you don't see any reason to dislike her yeah okay you like her so much people around us can see it so obviously. that day fo assembly? you said you wanted to sit in the back and when we reach there, there was no one in front so we have to sit in front and i didn't want that cause i would most likely get caught by teacher. so i asked liying to go toilet with me and wow i came back and you two are all good and well and i just sticked to the back you didn't even turn around once. you didn't even look.you didn't even care.
so people were saying you are a very hard person to understand and you obviously don't trust people much. whenever you ask an answer from me about studies, you will go " are you sure?" and in the end you will either ask teacher or someone else to re-confirm it. you never trusted me. hahaha you didn't trust me to give you the right answer did you. and when she had the answer she wrote it without telling us you think it's okay? oh yeah so cool.
since last year, you changed so much i barely recognize you. you turn into someone i didn't know. and you know what. whenever you are moody and apparently angry at me or something. you will always turn to her. always.without fail. and she will be there all happy to receive your attention. you know. sometimes i really thought of giving up all this, but they say its not worth it because i spended so much on you.mentally. i did whatever i could to make you happy and you turn your back against me? i did so much for this 4 years.
Adeline was telling me, is it because i told you i will be going back to Taiwan after my A's maybe and you would think that its not worth it to be with someone because in the end it will be over? and in case you didn't know. your actions and words hurt a lot. whole 2 months we went out only once. fucking hell once. damn is that what best friends are? oh yeah maybe we aren't cause you didn't say that at all right? oh yeah nice and whenever we are out think. its always for your purpose. you wanted to get this get that and i go with you. ha not the vice versa.
and that day at sentosa, i hated it when you were using my damn camera to take her pictures.oh hahaha and i was just there waiting to see if you did realize what you are doing and do something. but instead when she was off for drinks, you didn't have anything to say do you. you just sat there and we behaved like we were strangers to each other. and you were so over to taking pictures of/for her that you didn't want to take with me hahaha very nice of you.
i am really fucking sick of this and i am speechless.
ps on a happier note, i am most likely going out with hotel gang ppl to play during cny duno when and dad got back to taiwan and he got himself and Edwin jeans and fredp shirts. keep showing off to me leh.he was wearing it one day and say seeeeeee very nice hor to bad you don't have. damn la Edwin's lady's jeans and fredp very nice can damn he never buy for me. hopefully i can wear mum's. hahaha its freaking nice can. omg i hate daddy urghhhh
pps and aunt Emily's giving us new watches from uncle's company! hopefully its the black one cause i got a white one last year x) and best best best if wei, jie, jun and come omg miss them like world's end ahahaha.
ppps i am much better now.
pppps i wonder what tomorrow will be like.hohoho